Certified Access Consciousness® Bars Practitioner
In Mid-August 2016, after experiencing what felt like an avalanche of everyday life circumstances coming down the mountain of life all at once, and tired of constantly struggling on my own since my devastating breakup of my 17-year marriage in February 2008, and trying to remain strong, Independently Owned & Operated; I lost my footing and as well my will to live!
Although, I was not suicidal and would NEVER take my own life, I openly admitted to myself as well as my family, while finally allowing the tears to flow, that if I went to sleep on the evening and Wednesday, August 17th and didn't awaken the next morning, I would be okay with it. At least I wouldn't have to deal with all the crap that life had been throwing at me, and I would finally be at peace!
In that very moment, I said to my Higher Power, Universe, Creator: "I Surrender! Whatever I am supposed to be doing, Wherever I am supposed be, go, or accomplish, guide me, because I am tired of trying to do this all on my own!"
Over the next few weeks, after having to take an emergency Medical Leave of Absence from my job I absolutely loved, and taking the time to recover physically from an infection known as dry socket after having two molars removed; having my clutch in my car go unexpectedly and violently, and having to give up my vehicle as I couldn't afford to fix it, I had to allow myself to just "be". I returned to practicing meditation daily, as I had abandoned in the distraction of just trying to work as much as possible to keep my beautiful forever home, I am so proud to have purchased on my own, after facing homelessness in 2009, when I was no longer making the same income as I had been. Feeling pulled in so many directions with work, family obligations, as well as working around my rather awkward visitation schedule for my son. Realistically, I had just lost my balance.
On September 4th, 2016, while browsing Facebook, I happened upon a random posting in my news feed offering FREE sessions of Access Consciousness® Bars for one day only Saturday, September 10th, 2016, in support of Suicide Prevention Week. Although as I said above, I would never take my life, however I had lost my will to live, so I took a chance and reached out to a local person I found on the website and contacted her right away. I was booked for my first session of Access Consciousness® Bars with absolutely no idea of what was going to happen, but knew that I had absolutely nothing to lose, as I was at the point of feeling either something had to change or I didn't want to be here anymore!
I am so grateful and appreciative for my experience with the Access Consciousness® Bars as I truly believe, that the "limitations that I have carried within my thought patterns for my lifetimes" were blinding me from seeing mySelf for WHO I am and WHAT I do have to offer, as the many of my friends have been sharing with me for years! I can now recognize the ME THEY SEE and feel even more humbled and honoured! My sense of purpose and my will to live has not only been restored, but is expanding daily! I Love & Accept mySelf even more now than ever before!
I am once again being vulnerable and sharing my own experience in an effort to encourage ANYONE out there who may be feeling the same way as I did, to reach out to your immediate circle and let them know. If you don't have an immediate circle, then PLEASE reach out to me Call/Text 905-246-5945 and I will be here for you in whatever capacity I am able to, and if I am unable to assist you, we will work together to find someone who can! YOU don't have to do it all on your own! YOU just have to let go of the control and allow yourself to become vulnerable.
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